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Elizabeth (bananahead) wrote,
@ 2006-04-28 09:57:00

Current mood:	>.< icky
Current music:	The Wallflowers - Josephine

Headaches and Leg Cramps
I'm an idiot. No one reads these things. So happy crappy poopy that I could scream. Gonna graduate in a couple weeks. W00t W00t for me! Haven't had a shower in two days so I'm feeling really icky. Pulled a neck muscle last night dunno how but I did. My cat is getting fat. I still hate my mom's chihuahua and our outside dog is getting old and fat and sad cause no one pays attention to her anymore. Still haven't gotten my damn drivers license. Mom's always gone so she cant take me. Dad's always at work so he can't take me. I can't wait to get out of here. 18'th birthday is in August. Still don't have money to move so I'm screwed/doomed. We are all out of root beer. Mom hides Jack Daniels in the kitchen that I steal sips out of occasionally but I can't do it too much or they'll start to notice. I got a new toothbrush. It's electrical. Things so powerfull feels like it's going to vibrate my damned head off. um... I got my hair cut. It's now above me shoulders. I've been with my boyfriend for 2 years and 5 days, that makes me very happy. My leg hurts from pressing it against my desk but it's the only way I like to sit in my chair so screw it.... Made some cool new pictures and worked on logos for a business. Did over 30 of them so hopefully they will like at least one. I miss my boyfriend like crazy even though he's only been gone for 4 days and I know I'll be seeing him in about a week. It still sucks balls being away from him. Nights are lonely and in the mornings I have to rack my brains to find a reason to get up. Usually the only one I can come up with is the fact that I have to pee. I can't wait to see Jacob again for his b-day! Fun Fun... we're gonna go to IHOP at like 1:00 in the morning on someday just to eat some pancakes so that's gonna w00t-full. I'm ramballing but I don't really care anymore. I got a Snoopy stuffed animal and a stuffed Peeps thingy for easter from Jacob. Made me so happy!

Good Morning. And in case I don't see ya. Good Afternoon Good Evening and Good Night.
~Elizabeth P.

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	how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 02:53 am UTC (link)
	hey, i guess its a lil late, but congratulations on graduation... i was just jumping around and found your profile, you seem like a cool person... (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? bananahead 2006-06-22 03:00 am UTC (link)
	Thank you very much! I'm kinda glad you found me because I hardly ever talk to anyone on here. I'm doing okay I suppose. How about you? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 03:38 am UTC (link)
	i gotta confession to make, i found your blog thru your deviant art... and got an account just to get in touch with ya (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? bananahead 2006-06-22 03:41 am UTC (link)
	That's cool. What is you're screen name on dA (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 03:44 am UTC (link)
	you're never gonna talk to me if i tell ya (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? bananahead 2006-06-22 03:45 am UTC (link)
	lol how do you know that? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 03:45 am UTC (link)
	because u've told me u never want to talk to me again (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? bananahead 2006-06-22 03:50 am UTC (link)
	Well if you don't tell me who you are I'm not going to talk to you anyway so... your choice. shrugs (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 03:51 am UTC (link)
	its rahul... (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 04:05 am UTC (link)
	told ya you wouldn't talk to me (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? bananahead 2006-06-22 04:58 am UTC (link)
	Why do you keep bugging me? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 05:08 am UTC (link)
	i'm sorry, i'm not trying to bug... i don't know why i tried to contact you... (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? bananahead 2006-06-22 05:12 am UTC (link)
	Maybe it is because you have a habit of trying to hold onto something that is trying so fervently to get away from you. Perhaps that is your problem? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 05:15 am UTC (link)
	or maybe i was trying to make peace once and for all... ? but you're probably right... you always are (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Re: how are you doing?

bananahead
2006-06-22 05:27 am UTC (link)

Damn straight I am. You know... I was having a really shitty day today and you know what you did? You made it worse. My life sucks enough with out having you in it so go back to your stupid little druggie friends and leave me to rot in my own misery.

No offense of course. I just really do not see why in the hell you keep trying to talk to me. I haven't even made peace with myself and I never will so I can never make peace with you. I am really quite sorry that you feel the need to cling to something that is no longer there. I'm a completely different person now than I was before. I have different views, different perspectives. However, even though I have changed, one thing has stayed the same. And this is the desire to push you and our time together as far out of my mind as possible.

I do want you to know that I am in no way trying to hurt your feelings. I am just telling you how I feel, and I am sorry if it hurts you.

Now I am going to say good-bye. And after I say that I will say no more. Stalk me as much as you want but I beg of you. Don't talk to me.

Good-bye.

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	Re: how are you doing? booyakasha 2006-06-22 05:30 am UTC (link)
	thanx... that's all i needed to hear from you... have a great life.. and i promise on my grandfather's ashes... i'll never bug you again, you'll never hear from me again... (Reply to this) (Parent)